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[personal profile] werewolf_adjacent 2022-02-04 05:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Vincent is not studying.

He is in denial of this fact, because he is supposed to be studying, and his biology textbook is sitting open on his lap. But the fact is that he has been reading and re-reading the same paragraph over and over again, absorbing none of it. His mind keeps wandering in an unhelpful way, going over the events of the day. None of it had gone the way he expected; first with Elias showing up with Ginger trailing along after him, then with the weird flying witch who kept calling him bro, then with Elias getting covered in aconite, the fight, their retreat.

Vincent frowns and returns his eyes to the top of the paragraph, determined to focus on whatever it's trying to say about migration patterns. But before he even gets a sentence in, a small noise has him looking up and seeing Elias, looking rumpled and woozy, wandering in.

Before he even realizes it Vincent is getting up, letting his textbook slide to the couch as he reaches out to steady Elias. He's sure something's wrong - a further complication from the aconite, another attack, more nonsense... but just as he's gearing up for the newest crisis of the day, Elias says he's hungry. ]


Oh.

[ Vincent comes to a halt, hand on Elias's arm to steady him. It's possible that everything that's happened since Elias first showed up has made him a tad jumpy and paranoid. Perhaps. But he's not going to think about that right now. He looks at Elias, who has little imprints on his cheek from where the pillowcase had gotten creased beneath it. Vincent remembers, with a rush of heat to his face, how Elias had nuzzled against his hand as he was falling asleep.

Another thing for the not-thinking-about-it-right-now pile.

Food is simple. Food he can do. Vincent has seen how transforming and using her werewolf abilities has made Malaya ravenous in the past, and a very small smile tugs at one corner of his mouth. ]


I'll make sandwiches.

[ He keeps a hand at Elias's arm, steadying him as Vincent directs them both towards the kitchen. It's dim, with the moonlight coming in through the window. Vincent steers the groggy werewolf to the table, gently pushes him down onto a chair, before he sets about making the food. He turns on the light above the stove, which casts a dim, warm yellow light across a small corner of the kitchen.

As he opens the fridge and starts pulling out ingredients, Vincent asks: ]


How're you feeling?
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[personal profile] werewolf_adjacent 2022-02-04 09:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Vincent has his head turned away from Elias when he calls him nice over and over, and he's glad for that, because he's got no idea what his face must be doing in that moment. He chews at the inside of his lip, fighting against the internal surge of happiness he feels at the words.

Elias is effusive with his praise, Vincent reminds himself. He is a warm person who likes being taken care of, and Vincent should be careful not to let himself read too much into it, or get a big ego over compliments. Anybody in the same position would do what he's doing, and more. Vincent would be grateful to them in just the same way, if not moreso. ]


You're not useless. You're up and walking and it's only been a few hours.

[ Vincent thinks he knows what Elias means - that he wouldn't be helpful in a fight, if one showed up to their door - but he persists. Even if he understands the meaning behind Elias's words, he isn't going to stand here and enable Elias's low self-esteem. ]

If you ask me, being a werewolf your whole life has skewed your expectations when it comes to healing. You just need some patience.

[ Vincent pauses, then. That might have come out harsher than he'd meant. It was intended as reassurance, rather than criticism... but perhaps it didn't come out sounding entirely that way. He lets his hands run on autopilot as he speaks, prepping three sandwiches with all the fixings - if Elias doesn't end up eating all of them, he can save the leftovers for tomorrow. As he preps the food, he tries to figure out what he can say to soften his own words, and lands on: ]

And in the meantime, while you're... noodly, I'm here to help.

[ He finishes the sandwiches, piling them all on a plate and bringing it to the table, setting it in front of Elias and then taking the chair to his right, sitting in it with a sigh. He might feel awkward just sitting there, on a normal day, but exhaustion - physical and emotional - wipes that away, and it's nice to just be still, and quiet. ]
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[personal profile] werewolf_adjacent 2022-02-05 07:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He can't help a little smile at Elias's reaction to the sandwiches. Really, they're nothing special and the boy is acting like he's eating the most delicious thing on earth. It's like he's on some kind of a mission to give Vincent a puffed-up ego.

Rubbing at the back of his neck, Vincent shrugs and says: ]


It's no problem. I really don't mind the couch.

[ Vincent manages to sell it pretty well; the part about him not minding giving up his bed for Elias is true, after all. But the couch isn't exactly comfortable, and Vincent is pretty sure he's not going to get even an hour of sleep. He'll just end up napping in the library on campus tomorrow, most likely. Still, Elias's need is greater than his own. ]

I called my professor earlier to tell her about finding the warbler nest. I said we had to cut the search short because my friend had had an allergic reaction - figured that was close enough to the truth, right?

[ Telling little white lies to excuse away werewolf nonsense isn't anything new to Vincent. He's had a lifetime of practice with Malaya, and he knows that the closer to the truth, the better.

With a wry, self-deprecating twist in his voice, Vincent adds: ]


She mostly seemed surprised to hear I had a friend and brought him along, so I think we're in the clear.
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[personal profile] werewolf_adjacent 2022-02-05 08:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Vincent barely finishes for Elias to finish his sentence before he's insisting, firmly: ]

You are not taking the couch.

[ There is absolutely no way he's switch places with Elias like that. Sure, he'd only ended up in Vincent's bed initially because it was the closest, but Elias needs to rest. He needs to heal. And he deserves to do so somewhere he can be properly comfortable. Him taking the couch is a non-starter.

But... the other option. At first, Vincent wants to dismiss it automatically. He should be a good host and just take the couch. But... Elias had offerent. And it is quite a big bed. It is the sort of bed that had been designed for two people, even if it's only ever had one in it before. Vincent stares down at the plate of sandwiches, idly plucking at a bit of lettuce sticking out from one as he considers.

The whole idea behind inviting Elias today was that he wanted to try getting closer to him. Push himself out of his comfort zone a little. It's been a wonder lately, seeing his older sister growing, trying new things. Vincent feels a little inspired by her, which is why he clears his throat, not looking at Elias as he says, halting and hesitant. ]


Uh, about sharing the bed, I mean... if you're absolutely sure me being there wouldn't be uncomfortable?

[ Vincent carefully doesn't specify what kind of uncomfortable he means. He doesn't think he snores, but he hasn't shared a bed with anyone, so maybe he kicks in his sleep or tosses and turns or who knows what. He darts a look up at Elias. Elias's cheeks are flushed, but he seems just a bit awkward rather than unhappy or nervous.

It suddenly occurs to Vincent that if they do share, it almost certainly will inspire a few questions, or a few jokes, among their friends. Goodness knows Joy has been making plenty of cracks about how he should ask Elias out. But he realizes, sitting in that dim kitchen, just the two of them in the quiet house, that he doesn't really mind all that. People can think what they want, say what they want. As long as Elias is fine with it, it's the best option. ]


I- uh, yes. Yeah. That would be good, so long as it doesn't mean running into that other pack again. Maybe we should make sure we know what all that's about before we- try it. The warblers aren't going anywhere. Once we're sure it's safe, though, um. Yes. I'd like that.
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[personal profile] werewolf_adjacent 2022-02-05 09:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Vincent watches, with interest, the way Elias cheerfully says it's a date, realizes the double meaning of his words, and gets flustered. He notices, with a kind of detached surprise, that his own heart is beating quicker in his chest. Is it out of embarrassment? Hope? Fear? Vincent has never been all that good at interpreting his own emotions in the moment. He thinks that Elias is cute like this, eating too quickly and squirming in his seat. Is that bad, for him to think that?

He isn't sure what Elias's obvious awkwardness means, or what he wants it to mean. ]


That's what today was supposed to be, you know.

[ The words are quiet; Vincent says them in a matter-of-fact way, lacing his fingers together and resting his chin on them. He looks at Elias, steady, his expression unreadable as he admits it. Maybe it's the wrong call, but there's no way he's ever going to get less confused about this thing between him and Elias if he dodges the truth and avoids talking about it entirely. ]

That's kind of why I was so surprised when you showed up with Ginger. Also the kidnapping thing, obviously.

[ Vincent rolls his shoulders in a shrug, watching Elias for his reaction to the information that Vincent had tried asking him on a date. ]
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[personal profile] werewolf_adjacent 2022-02-05 10:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Vincent is grateful, then, that sound doesn't carry too far in this house. Elias's reaction is definitely a lot louder than he'd expected, and he really doesn't want any of his family waking up and coming down to ask what's the matter. He can feel the heat on his cheeks, even as he schools his face into a blank, neutral expression. It's so obvious from Elias's reaction that he'd had absolutely no idea Vincent had meant his invitation that way. So... that's one thing he's established. A tiny part of his mind might have been wondering if Elias brought Ginger deliberately, to avoid the possibility of being on a date with Vincent. Apparently, the possibility never crossed his mind.

Vincent clears his throat, dropping his gaze from Vincent, like the half-eaten plate of sandwiches has suddenly gotten fascinating. ]


I- suppose I didn't make that as clear as I meant to in my text.

[ He can feel the heat of his blush making its way to his ears, now. It's true, he hadn't mentioned anything about it being a date to Elias, or given any other signals. It had been so obvious to him, his mind had been so preoccupied with the idea of going on a date with Elias, that he hadn't even realized he would need to specify. What an idiot he'd been.

Vincent shrugs, again, and he's the one squirming in his chair now, feeling entirely more vulnerable than he's comfortable with. ]


My bad. I haven't asked anybody out before, so... I guess I need practice.

[ After the prickling hot wave of initial embarrassment subsides, however, it sinks in to Vincent that Elias had said he would've been happy to go on a date together. That his answer would have been yes even if he'd known. Vincent exhales shakily, picking up one of the halves of a sandwich and taking a bite, more out of nerves and a desire to stall than because he's actually all that hungry. When he's bought himself a little time chewing and swallowing, he plucks up the courage to say: ]

Maybe we. Can try again. Sometime. If you want. Maybe somewhere we won't get attacked by a witch, this time.
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[personal profile] werewolf_adjacent 2022-02-06 12:33 am (UTC)(link)
[ Vincent can't help a smile when Elias offers himself up for practice... any time Vincent wants. He covers the smile with his hand, but it still shows, in the brightness of his eyes, the way his face changes. It's all so knotted up and complicated in his head, how he feels about Elias. He doesn't know how it's so easy for other people to know when the fondness they feel for someone is romantic and when it is platonic - but he is increasingly sure that whatever type it is, he feels intensely, warmly, fervently fond of Elias.

And so, because he's tired, and because he keeps thinking it over and over, and because earlier today he sat on the forest floor and cradled Elias's head in his hands, terrified that any moment he was going to see Elias stop breathing, Vincent murmurs into his hand: ]


You're cute.

[ His pulse is roaring in his ears, and it feels dangerous, saying it. Because he doesn't know for sure yet how he means it. It could be that Elias is cute, and Vincent recognizes that, but in the abstract. He sits up straighter, looking away from Elias, half-regretting saying it at once. This isn't like him at all, what is he doing? It all feels out of control, and too fast, and terrifying, and fun. But mostly terrifying. Clearing his throat, Vincent suggests, in a more business-like way: ]

I feel like somewhere public in the middle of the day should be fine, right? They aren't desperate enough to attack us somewhere they might be seen by security cameras or, hell, people with cellphones. Maybe a- a museum or a sports game or a movie.

[ He taps at his chin, feeling a little steadier now. This is reasoning out where will be safe. This is planning. This is more comfortable territory than telling a cute boy that he thinks he's cute. ]

Hmm. Maybe not a movie. Too dark, could be asking for trouble.

[ And then Vincent's mind is spinning, thinking about how if a movie theatre is dark enough to avoid scrutiny, it could mean other things for a date as well. Elias leaning over and whispering something into his ear, or reaching out to hold his hand, or kissing his neck. He feels flustered at the suddenness of his mental image of it, and hastily shoves the thought aside. ]

But, um, we could watch one together, tonight, if you want, I mean I'm not getting much studying done.
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[personal profile] werewolf_adjacent 2022-02-06 09:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Walking in the park isn't boring.

[ Vincent had invited Elias to come help him find bird's nests, after all; it's possible that his idea of boring isn't quite what most people's would be. But then, he isn't most people, and Elias isn't, either. Carefully, Vincent risks a glance up at Elias once again, trying to will his heart to stop pounding so hard. ]

I like the museum idea. There'll be plenty to talk about, but we can leave anytime we want, and it won't be so noisy. I always liked playing sports better than watching, anyway.

[ It's strange, the new significance he feels now, telling Elias these little details about himself. It is somehow more deliberate: not just mentioning something in passing, but opening up. Sharing himself, who he is and what he thinks, and hoping that Elias will like the person he sees. Maybe that sort of thing ought to be simple, but for Vincent, it never has been. He doesn't know if that's from growing up with such a big secret at the heart of his life, or if that's just how he is. Probably the latter. Malaya, for all that the secret is about her, has never struggled with expressing herself the way he has.

Vincent smiles softly when Elias takes to the idea of watching a movie together so well. He waves off Elias's concern about his studying: ]


I've been stuck on the same page for like 20 minutes, at this point I'm just wasting time trying.

[ Vincent picks at the half sandwich he'd taken, wondering if he ought to say why he's had such a hard time focusing. Tell Elias that he keeps seeing it over and over in his mind, the way Elias had dropped like a stone after that aconite hit him. How still he'd been. How scared Ginger had sounded. How helpless he'd felt.

But he doesn't have the words for that, any of it. So he gives a little shrug and says, simply: ]


I want to.
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[personal profile] werewolf_adjacent 2022-02-06 10:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Vincent feels a fluttering warmth in his chest when Elias talks about not being good at sitting still. He'd noticed that, when Elias was first shadowing him to his classes on campus. That boy couldn't seem to stop fidgeting. It had made it impossible for Vincent to forget that Elias was there, at his side. Watching out for him. Protecting him.

It's not something Vincent had ever thought of himself as wanting, before. But, then, he hadn't ever been kidnapped before. Even if Ginger and the rest of them turned out to be not so bad after all, it had an impact. ]


I know just the place.

[ Elias has been in town for a little while now, but Vincent grew up here. He knows all the best places to eat in town, and there are several that he wants to show Elias.

Vincent sets down his half-eaten sandwich portion and considers, his cheeks feeling hot once again. The answer is easy, but it still takes a moment for him to awkwardly figure out how to say it without it sounding... wrong. ]


The uh... if we watch the TV down here it'll definitely wake my parents up. But I thought, in bed, on my laptop, sharing headphones?

[ He can't quite look Elias in the eye as he suggests it. It seems inherently... well, like something that a couple would do. They will have to sit close, to keep the headphones from falling out of their ears. And honestly, it sounds kind of nice. Vincent likes his bed, it is comfortable and warm. And he can't help thinking how much more comfortable and warm it will be with Elias cuddled up against his side in it. ]
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[personal profile] werewolf_adjacent 2022-02-07 06:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Vincent doesn't pick up that the way Elias's voice changes is him being flirtatious - not quite. Or, at least, flirtatious isn't the word he would choose for it if asked. He just picks up that Elias seems happy, and excited about the future, and playful. And that makes him respond in just as flirty playful a way: ]

Mmm, something like that.

[ There's not all that much to be mysterious about - the place he wants to show Elias is a tea shop, rather than a coffee shop, but it feels fun to keep that a secret. It will be fun to see Elias's reaction. Fun to share something a little different with him.

Vincent is turning all that over in his head as he gets up and starts clearing away the dishes, waving a hand at Elias as he threatens good-naturedly: ]


Don't you dare try to get up and help, you're supposed to rest.

[ It's not much to clear away: a cutting board, a butter knife, some scraps of discarded lettuce. Vincent wraps the remaining sandwiches in plastic, sticking them in the fridge and then coming back to where Elias is sitting at the table. He offers a hand to help him up - he had seen how wobbly he was on the way down. ]

You can lean on me. I won't tell anyone.
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[personal profile] werewolf_adjacent 2022-02-10 01:20 am (UTC)(link)
[ When Elias rambles something about being domestic together, Vincent glances over his shoulder at him, still washing a dish as he does, and gives a quizzical eyebrow. Is Elias really serious that he wants to wash dishes together, as a romantic thing? Such a thought wouldn't have occurred to Vincent. Is that something that's generally thought of as appealing in a romantic context, or is this a particular quirk of Elias's? He wonders, but he can't think of any way to ask it that wouldn't come out sounding rude or like a rejection.

So he keeps it to himself; when he's uncertain what to say or of the impact of his words, Vincent often defaults to silence. It's led plenty of people in the past to think of him as cold, or snobby, or stoic - though he's really not any of those things. But at the least, Eli never seemed to think that. Not from the very first...

Vincent doesn't hesitate as he steers Elias upstairs, taking as much of his weight as he can and keeping an eye on him, on his color and how he's holding himself. Elias might not complain, but Vincent can see it's a struggle for him. He waits for Elias to get settled in the bed, and then tucks him in, pulling the sheets and blankets up to cover Elias's crossed legs. ]


You're good where you are. Just stay there and I'll get it set up.

[ He props a spare pillow just by Elias's legs and goes to get his laptop from his desk, opening it and checking there is enough battery, pulling up a streaming site and plugging in his headphones. Only then does he get onto the bed himself, slipping under the covers and scooting in close to Elias's side, their shoulders just touching.

Vincent gestures to the screen and the various movies it is suggesting, asking: ]


Any preferences? I don't really know what kind of movies you like...
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[personal profile] werewolf_adjacent 2022-02-11 03:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Vincent notices the flush on Elias's face, of course, but he's not sure if it's from the exertion of climbing the stairs - that really seemed to take it out of him - or if it's because they are so close. There's a little flutter of excitement in his stomach that it might be the latter, and... well, that's interesting. More data to file away for later study. ]

Don't worry. I wasn't about to suggest Twilight.

[ He is smiling, the warmth of it reaching his eyes. ]

Malaya hates werewolf movies, too. You should ask her sometime so you get to experience the full rant.

[ It hits him again, the way it does sometimes, how much more comfortable his big sister has been with her identity as a werewolf since Elias came around. She tried to hide it, but Vincent could see the shame and anxiety it caused her, how it restricted her life so severely.

And, well, he might not be all that sure about other people's definition of what is and isn't romantic, but the fact that Elias had been able to help someone he loves that much? It's a pretty damn huge mark in his favor.

When Elias suggests "The Princess Bride", Vincent tilts his head, considering. ]


Hmm, never actually seen it. I know it's supposed to be good, just never got around to it. But you shouldn't worry about falling asleep, no matter the movie. Alright?

[ He hovers the cursor over the film, glancing at Elias with eyebrows raised, a silent question of "shall we?" ]